and thus school has started, and i decided to actually blog about it.
making many friends, learning new stuffs
however, a subconscious side of me,
found something that i don’t really wish to surface within these 3 years.
for, i must, focus on studies.
i must not let myself down, and everyone around me who are there for me.
.loong
and thus, on early monday, no matter how you call me, or try to reach me,
i won’t be there, not because i want to, but i cant :/
gonna be stuck in the ‘woods’ for a few days :/
and looking forward to 26/5
.loong
come to think of it, we don’t really have a lot in common.
we don’t even really very click well, but yet you seem like a star that i yearn for.
it is funny why i am usually trying to engage people into conversations,
but with you there is always this awkward silence between us.
yet i don’t want this to be just being silent.
i wonder, how much more, i will do, for you?
.loong
like seriously, i kind of hate it when i get mistaken and it becomes my fault. like the hell do i deserve it?
and, the stars diminished into blackness.
as darkness returned, the land longs for the sun to rise…
will another star rise, to brighten up land again?