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19 april, no. ? post.

wow, today im blogging more than usual. my daddy’s coming home soon! yay~. and i’m still getting ignored by her… i don’t know what happened… just got ignored. and i feel so lost, wondering what happened. i really dont know. perhaps she would drop me a message regarding that, blah, wishful thinking lol.. tomorrow i gonna retrieve my spectacles. and well, i was thinking of asking her out for movies this weekend, blah, all gone. nothing much to plan after all. iono…

Lost, I need to seek the light… someone guide me…

Medrio
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2005
04/19
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19 april.. yet again..

thoughts. oh. she’s actually ignoring me, more or less… sigh, this kind of torture… heh, brings me back to 3 years ago. same things happened, however, then was another event that happened. thinking back, it was silly of me to throw my temper on a girl. this time… i don’t know, what’s with 2 flashes accidentally on the phone when before 3 flashes wasn’t anything. people change. i think i need to move on… a journey to seek peace… a journey to seek fun and joy, and throw away boredom and sadness, i’ll never forget 25 march, however, i will take that as a stepping stone to move on, regardless of whatever that’s gonna happen… a stepping stone… will that stone sink me into the depths and i drown… i wonder… of course, my apologies, yet again, for the 2 flashes.

With thought, signing off,
Medrio
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2005
04/19
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19 April 2005

thoughts : well, thinking about yesterday, i felt really bad, poor her =\… sigh.. wonder if she’s still angry, if so, wah, i’m doomed >_>~

thinking of something : In me, i wonder, why do i blog less frequently now.. i’m still as free as before… maybe nothing triggers me to blog…. figures.. today would be a great day, i hope, 2 P.M., i almost wanted to wait outside her school to apologize, bleah, i aint have the guts though, meh~, maybe i need to get more guts.. whatever.. now i feel so bored….

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sigh.. sadness..

Medrio Xylenus
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2005
04/19
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