I am lost in time. Listening to music that is soothing, however, sad. I am at a loss of what to do. I think that being myself, i should control the manipulative personality in myself, and never to be exposed about it, ever. Manipulation of feelings and thoughts, the mind. That's torture… I shall, never, attempt to manipulate any person again.. ever… friends are not puppets to manipulate… i shall not, will not, forever. marked. 19 june 2oo6
NOTE+EDIT: oh well, nothing much about whatever i have done recently, but i think that should be my mentality. yeah. so i r not ebil.