Archive for July, 2009

.song

A song i got hooked onto, from Transformers!

Lyrics:

It’s never enough to say I’m sorry
It’s never enough to say I care
But I’m caught between what you wanted from me
And knowing that if I give that to you
I might just disappear

Nobody wins when everyone’s losing

[Chorus:]
It’s like one step forward and two steps back
No matter what I do you’re always mad
And I, I can’t change your mind
I know it’s like trying to turn around on a one way street
I can’t give you what you want
And it’s killing me
And I, I’m starting to see
Maybe we’re not meant to be

It’s never enough to say I love you
No, it’s never enough to say I try
It’s hard to believe
That’s theres no way out for you and me
And it seems to be the story of our lives

Nobody wins when everyone’s losing

[Chorus]

There’s still time to turn this around
You could be building this up instead of tearing it down
But I keep thinking
Maybe it’s too late

[Chorus]

It’s like one step forward and two steps back
No matter what I do you’re always mad
And I, baby I’m sorry to see
Maybe we’re not meant to be

breathless

today is another day a minor asthma attack happened, i woke up feeling kind of blue, a little short of breath, just after going to the toilet, i was frantically searching for my inhaler, when i found it i quickly took a puff, instant relief…

i kind of hate this, my life would almost be taken away just like that, if it deteriorated into even more breathless and if i can never catch it back.

Inhaler, old friend, oh man, bane of my life, yet i need it just in case. sigh.

-loong

*cheer*

this finally came.. finally.. after “cheating” 2 times of my money! first is to suspend my account after i paid, then only replied to my emails after i paid for the second month -_- . to hell with h9.. zz

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the same old me, i guess?

Personaldna!, again!

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emo

Many a times i just feel like breaking down, but yet i tell myself that breaking down is kind of what makes myself fail. And, so I wonder, how do I prevent myself from that? Tears haven’t been flowing since I can’t remember when, crying to me is something kind of “unknown” now, would I feel better?