my life.

sometimes i wonder why ties are so important, because you don’t really need to think much, but they are always there for you, more than anyone else, no matter how bad or whatever it becomes, they’ll stick by you.

yet i kind of wonder, why do my friends know more than what people close around me should know first hand? Probably it was my fault, not trying to be what i should in so much of my early years. i kind of regret, but i guess it’s too late to fix it.

i’m tired of trying to build a sand castle, instead of helping with pouring sea water to help moulding,
you decide to send the waves.

and thus the erosion will begin.
cause i learnt, felt, decided.
soon i won’t be there anymore.
naturally, i would have decided that i shouldn’t,
but i guess it is needed.

many times i thought it would be okay, but i guess it wouldn’t.
many times i believed that it shouldn’t be that way, i changed a lot in my perspectives and priorities.
many times i was over the line, you just snap away without hesitation and thought on why some things happen.
many times you did something that pissed me off so bad, i kind of looked over it.
many times thinking back, my friends know much more than you, cause you simply were unapproachable.
many times i think you should know first, guess i was so wrong anyway.

with so many of many times, i’m really tired, i bet you are as well, so, let’s just start it with erosion.
i guess, erosion begins.

.loong

argh. read up on stats stuff in case i forget. sigh.

to think for stats there’s “theory” to remember.

.loong