Archive for November, 2010
looking at this picture, from tumblr, many people reblogged about it and added in lines like,
“and i love you”
“thanks to thisthisthatthat”
sadly, for me, the only thing i can think of, right off the bat, would be,
“that never happened to me.”
well, of course, naturally, i would thank you for it also, because it almost doesn’t matter anymore.
well, it still does, for now.
but,
真的累了，好想放开。
想走，却不想后悔。
so maybe, maybe,
either, reassure me,
or just,
push me away.
yesterday, kind of really bad.
yesterday, made me realise, how important things are when they are overlooked.
yesterday, made me realise, how ugly it was, for me to snap.
yesterday, made me realise, how small this flame is, trying to keep it up.
yesterday, made me realise, where i stand.
yesterday, made me realise, how weak i am.
so now what made it worse kinda, i thought of you.
cause i thought i’ve made up my mind, to just leave it be, most of it.
yet i wavered, hoping something would change.
.loong
i kind of don’t really care, just sad that there wasn’t decency to follow up.
time and again, i feel that i should have let go, but yet i didn’t, wishing for maybe a change of heart.
dashing hopes, overlooked.
cold shoulder, whatever.
i thank myself, for falling for you, for getting this kind of return, cause i learn a lot more.
the day, where weiloong will look like an idiot trying to confess that he fell for you, looks like its even further away now.
for now, thanks for the disappointment. hopefully, it will only get better, unless it just ends up with a, farewell.
.loong
what one should be, is to enjoy and live life, to the fullest.
thanks for,
gore orphan story, i think i’m a person that really can’t take it,
arcade, where i know i think i am really not suited to rhythmic and music games, basketball?
pool, probably need to brush up since really never play for a long long time, and having loads of simple fun entertaining people,
walking, cause i really realise where one stands, what one can do, and what one cannot do.
dinner, with MnPians, looking at them still ever joking around even after a long long day at work, really made my day. not to mention i stole a part of a key-chain for fun, the prawn talk, the protein shake discussion, and mrt rammings.
my priorities of life has stepped into another level, and i will really treasure things that what a simple me, can do.
thanks, for realising a new weiloong.
- ♥, simple fun.
.loong
should have left, right there, instead of….