Archive for November 30th, 2010
looking at this picture, from tumblr, many people reblogged about it and added in lines like,
“and i love you”
“thanks to thisthisthatthat”
sadly, for me, the only thing i can think of, right off the bat, would be,
“that never happened to me.”
well, of course, naturally, i would thank you for it also, because it almost doesn’t matter anymore.
well, it still does, for now.
but,
真的累了，好想放开。
想走，却不想后悔。
so maybe, maybe,
either, reassure me,
or just,
push me away.
yesterday, kind of really bad.
yesterday, made me realise, how important things are when they are overlooked.
yesterday, made me realise, how ugly it was, for me to snap.
yesterday, made me realise, how small this flame is, trying to keep it up.
yesterday, made me realise, where i stand.
yesterday, made me realise, how weak i am.
so now what made it worse kinda, i thought of you.
cause i thought i’ve made up my mind, to just leave it be, most of it.
yet i wavered, hoping something would change.
.loong