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after thinking for a long long long time.
blunder.
if you didn’t knew, you probably now know.
argh.
Archive for November, 2010
after thinking for a long long long time.
blunder.
if you didn’t knew, you probably now know.
argh.
every time you are hurt,
the whole of me just drops and sinks all the way down,
though most of the time, we both hide it kind of well anyway.
every time you laugh and smile,
this little bit of me feels a lot better, really,
unless it’s all just facades.
so behind those laughter and smiles,
if they contained bitter traces,
hope things sweet will wipe them away.
if i could, i would really wish you wouldn’t need to feel hurt or sad any more, sorta.
because behind every smile, i really wouldn’t know if you are really, really hurt, unless you actually tell,
of course, the only thing i can do, is guess,
and guessing is one of the worst ways of interpreting.
probably, probably i can’t help even if you pour everything out to me,
yet i will, and definitely will, listen.
i think i’ve fallen.
damn.
i use it a lot,
i say it a lot,
every time i used and said it,
i’ll smile,
even for that little while,
even if it probably was a joke.
but i really wonder,
what if, one day,
when you ask, it doesn’t get used or said any longer?
would it actually have made any difference?
i, wonder.
because if it should end with a sad note,
all these will just be foolish actions,
all these will just be have beens,
all these will just be something that i should have let go.
so, how long more would it be?
下雨了，因该等待天晴吗?
天晴了，你还会等待着吗？