my life.

i lost myself.
i wasn’t in control.

probably screwed everything up.
not that there’s anything to really screw up anyway.

argh.

but i smiled, cause i probably wouldn’t do such a thing if i was in control.
yet i’m regretting it already.

late night times are my bane, i hate it, i hate to think, think of things alone.

past few days was kind of a temporary leave from many things.
saturday, went out and talked till real late with peeps, when i reached home, sleep.
sunday, was kind of bad also, by the time i reached home, sleep not long after.
monday, i think i tried to sleep early, actually, i really woke up in the middle of the night, and i actually waited till orange became white, refreshed a few stuffs on browser like mousehunt and whatnot, before turning in again.
last night, i don’t know, i really don’t know.

ah well. sleep well, don’t sleep so late every night.
cause it’s becoming good morning.

想你。

应该懂吧？

♥; 绿.