my life.

i used to remember,
i used to be so quiet and silent,
so ever not wanting to change.

yet time passed,
due to kind of a few hiccups here and there,
i changed, or did i not?

i’ve seen myself, from a quiet person,
to become kinda active and more social,
and always want to engage in things to do,
never to keep myself not so busy, to keep thinking about the past.

yet sometimes i feel,
what made me change so drastically,
and probably that should answer why,
i’m still feeling afraid.

which was a better me?
then or now?

i would probably forget this day,
but i will never forget about the incident,

thanks to j and y for being there when things happened,
hopefully they don’t get too much of a shock as i did.

lessons learnt, luckily it was a small incident,
if not i wouldn’t be able to face j and y again i believe.

thanks j and y again, for being there,
and supportive nevertheless.

.loong

so sure, this time it’s going to work.
cause this time, i can’t be really bothered!

so as usual, i don’t really care about the outcome, lah.