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.footprints

when people leave their marks behind,
they show what they were,
how they were.

Yet, the perception is left because of the footprints they left behind,
not what their heart did.

In essence, one could have been a nice guy,
helping everyone who needed help,
trying to solve everyone’s problems,
yet in the end, his heart is plain black,
helping everyone so he could garner favours in the future,
solving problems so he will be remembered,
or just boosting his self ego.

it’s so scary, cause friends may just,
within a blink of an eye, become distant.

and such i can see, during army,
as much as ‘hey you are my buddy man’,
so much you have repeated and said so many times in camp or out of camp during the years of service,
once you are out, so where are all these buddies that you have made?

naturally, it takes effort and time to actually get back with people during our lives when we were wearing green, however, time doesn’t just stop, instead,
it just goes on and on, the time where you actually get to hang out with everyone, is really, so limited.

.to the many people

i guess time flies really so fast,
by always sorta living in the present,
i forget the past, how much people have molded me,
how much things i have learnt and how i should handle them.

times in life, it’s kinda in bits and pieces,
yet i only recall this little only when i think about it,
i guess i kind of neglected a lot of people,
neglected a lot of things, by spreading my sights too narrowly.

of course, certain milestones in life have past,
yet i didn’t properly thank people in my life and helped me through so much,
if any of those are actually reading this, thank you all,
and my apologies to not being able to sufficiently get to know everyone better.

i miss the days back then,
when life was still quite very relaxed,
now that many more things are picking up,
i guess this is time to really cherish every moment spent with everyone,
because i probably will not have much of time to actually hang out anymore.

thank you all, for being here, with sincere or not nevertheless,
when things went well, you were here to celebrate,
when things were met with hiccups, you were here to solve with me,
when things went wrong, you were here to help make things right.

to the many loved ones, buddies, close friends and acquaintances in life i had,
no matter how long or short we have known for with each other,
a mark has been left in me, whether good or bad, memorable or not,
thank you all (:

.loong

.wish

i wish i know what it means, what it was for, why.

.things going through my mind

demands,
expectations,
hopes,
needs,
requirements,
wants,
wishful thinkings.

.stop

i should stop.