i use it a lot,
i say it a lot,
every time i used and said it,
i’ll smile,
even for that little while,
even if it probably was a joke.
but i really wonder,
what if, one day,
when you ask, it doesn’t get used or said any longer?
would it actually have made any difference?
i, wonder.
because if it should end with a sad note,
all these will just be foolish actions,
all these will just be have beens,
all these will just be something that i should have let go.
so, how long more would it be?