and of course, i’m thankful for a lot of things.
these few days definitely cleared a lot of things off my mind, sorta, but more things surfaced.
for the things that surfaced, i wish, things will go on smoothly and successfully, cause it matters a lot, and it must not fail. success, is, the only option. there’s all the satisfaction, really. after looking at recent stuffs, i really feel that i must not fail. cause it matters.
i kind of wonder, how will things turn out. as much as i couldn’t care much about it, i think it’s affecting me, a little. really hope, that this won’t start to affect me much, but i guess it could all slide pass anyway. hopefully by then, it would be a different story i would talk about, and a different kind of chapter it be.
as for another matter, i think i’m over it, 走了. there’s really no point in doing what i am now, because all it matters is, simple fun, so why bother making myself so confused, impatient and think so much. thanks for this whole time of course, it let me pick up pieces of the puzzle and fit them altogether and realise something new. suppose, that i cared.
and for ‘anything for you’, i think i’m feeling it and using it a little too much. i’ll start holding back.
a; simple fun, all it matters.
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