10 may 2005

whatever that came into my mind this post : sadness within everyone. why? i don’t know. separations, failures, lack of something, etc. though sad, but we have to move on. how to? i wonder. what’s the best way to move on? forget about that event/whatever? the harder you try to forget, the worse it will become. the lesser you want to talk about the subject, once after a long time it comes back again, the pain still hurts. i wonder. for a person like me that will not likely get hitched anyway, i don’t think moving on will help anyway. moving on and change my scope. nah, not my cup of tea. a cursed age we live in eh? every one break, everyone fail, everyone fall. the harder you try, the harder you fall. and each try will lead to a harder pain and hardship. of course, if that final try is successful, all the pain will be resolved, if not, it’s more and more of pain. why. i wonder… peace to all i hope… i;m signing off.

Medrio Xylenus

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