oh well, seems like its server down time and i think a little too much, looking at days and times things are happening, and started to think about the past, in which something comes to my mind and i decided to just jot it down, with a new look on my blog, no longer the dark dark me, hopefully a brighter, at least i hope… heh..
and i think i found out that when i broke up, probably that might be the feeling for a while, i don’t know, but i guess it might have been that way. have i loved someone who i am not supposed to?
A feeling of enormious pain that is more then anything imaginable. It cannot be cured by medicine, or treated by anything but time. For those that know this feeling too well, it is not a physical pain that can be described, but soemething deep inside. Breathing gets hard, eating becomes tasteless, and love, well, what is love anymore. You forget. Yet you remember, remember how to love, and who you love – which makes it hurt so bad. Let it go people say, but how can you. Feelings are feelings, and you love who you love. Heartbrakes occur most when you love someone you are not suppose to.