“wanted to”

so many of i actually wanted to,
but in the end most of all those wanted to,
didn’t happen at all.

probably due to this nightmare that i’m facing,
yet, it’s just something i have to get over.

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so many days without blogging, almost can’t remember whatever that actually happened.

well, since i can’t remember, i guess most of it are happier times.

.these few days

as much as i’m kinda busy,
i’ve been thinking about,

more than usually,
which turns into kind of a bad habit,

especially when i get some little time to stop and think,
appearing out of nowhere, in this small corner of my mind,

you.

.looking ahead

so little things, yet i need to achieve so many things more.
deadlines are so damn near, yet need to quickly get everything done.
and then finally the study break comes.

oh, to add on, it just happens,
that’s just what i do, every time,
such a habit of mine, it’s grown.

.loong

dreams

and thus i believe, dreams will bring us through,
cause no matter how much we try to reach for it,
even if we may fail, at least, we tried to hit the stars,

from wherever that stopped, at least,
we may see, how much we have left the ground,
instead of how much further away the stars are.