.hope

it won’t be awkward,
on one of the shortest day in the month, of the year.

.a funny thought

i always realise,
most of my posts are when i kind of feel low,
and i will post something about it,
and i will post against it, so i don’t feel that

this always helped,
such pathetic way to do,
to reassure myself.
i guess i’m just doing whatever that floats my own boat,
to keep me back to the me i want people to know.

thus, getting interested,
what’s your way, when you are feeling low?

(dot)maybe

i kinda felt this way then,
yet i definitely don’t want it to go back to then.

cause now’s now.
and i live in the now,
no longer, the used to bes,
no longer, the same old me.

maybe, it’s just me.

excerpt from Maybe by Secondhand Serenade
I make no claim or right to this following block quote.

Maybe it’s just me.
Couldn’t you believe that everything I said and did
wasn’t just deceiving?
And the tear in your eye,
and your calm, hard face
makes me wish that I was never brought into this place.

.all in all

obviously, wishful thinkings.

should stop them. definitely.

.smile

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small meaningful words, all it takes.