morning blues : called her and talked nothing… then came that destruction from the heavens. yep, its all gone, but still, i wonder why i dont feel sad, or whatever that is, its like there’s no sad thoughts.. not like when i got the “no” by ling. being alone is part of life, friends are here to keep us along, i guess, the number of friends i actually have can be counted using 2 hands. after dunking 8 mugs of mocha and all sorts, tried to sleep, hell to caffeine, didnt sleep at all till about 5 a.m. …
the awakening : What a day, a Saturday and I woke at 8 a.m. Feeling so terrible, I went to switch on the hell slow personal computer ( 550 MHz , can;t expect much eh? ), logged onto IRC as always, tried to manually fix the server, yeah, nice one, it managed to work, great huh… after that, logged onto acRO and played my sin for some time… saw her online, blah, went to clock tower and helped her level for a bit. tsk tsk, then she ran off lol. next, went on Meddy and talked lots of crap online… Wonder why it doesnt hurt.. at all. numb perhaps? Anyway, after that i played checkers and minesweeper flags with Anima. got pwned in checkers and won in minesweeper flags, well, nothing much anyway
Well…. will blog tomorrow… if i remember…
A world of sorrow and pain, when can one relieve that?
A world of sadness and dejection, when can one avoid that?
A world of freedom and joy, when will that actually happen?
Death. The return of the soul of the dying, we are born to die, thus we are dying by hour, minute, second, nanosecond. Still a memorable thing afterall. Okay, dead.