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  weiloong 2:35 pm on June 29, 2008 Permalink | Reply  

  thinking back. 

  oh well, blogging again since such a long time. time flies, time to serve the nation. I used to believe that pfah, weekends are just days to rot away, how wrong am I. Now weekends are freaking precious, so precious that I will have to plan everything before hand. wasting a weekend is so gonna feel so fucked. lol! So you fucking bastards that wasted my FIRST confinement’s saturday. bloody hell. you deserve to be tip-toed by some fatty wearing heels, on your stomach -_-.

  and well, this half year pretty nice i guess, met new people, get to know more people. understand people, and understand myself a lot better. Okay. Thanks for all who were with me when I was down ^^, at least I don’t go all emo already, things that I know, I have overlooked, and a lot of things I realised much later, it all doesn’t matter anymore. thanks to all of you guys yeah.

  listening to: ??? – ???

  signing off, i guess, till the next time i blog again… heh.
  looooooooooooooooooooong

  Happiness, something that keeps one going

  Recollections, something that keeps one updated of the past and move on

  Realization, something that allows one to know of more events, although less than usually neutral

  Love, something that allows one to go crazy over a certain person/people

  Time, something that allows you to do all of the above, or let all of the above happen

   

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  weiloong 5:08 am on May 13, 2008 Permalink | Reply  

  looking back 

  wow, this thing seems so nostalgic, every time i blog, I am either emoz, or can’t sleep, for tonight, it’s the can’t sleep part.

  Hey xuan, happy belated birthday, if you happen to read this lol!

  Remembered meeting out  with my primary school peeps, wow, though a brief dinner and ktv with a few of us, hope the next meeting comes soon man! Since p6, I guess we’ve known each other for about.. say.. 7 years? Well, I wonder when we’ll meet again, by then I guess most of us already have jobs, those from poly probably already ORD-ed from NS, and probably if it’s like 5-6 years down instead, the girls could probably even be married haha..

  Oh, and driving test is drawing near! 29 may, will I pass it? Really don’t wanna fail it. can’t wait to really drive a car out, and next few CNYs if family going to genting again, heh! probably could alternate drive with my dad~
  Blah, I’ll fill this up next time today if I still can’t sleep.

   
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  weiloong 4:20 am on January 3, 2007 Permalink | Reply  

  stress? 

  oh well, i thought about it for a few hours and realised, should i even start chasing her? or should i stop thinking about her and focus on my school, in which should be like much more important i guess, however so, fact is, i still think of her… probably i should just give up totally…

  oh. chalet. something i must definitely type about lol. the past few days i was at a chalet, and well, it’s with the apostles community, more and more of us are attending chalets i guess, even one of us from Shanghai came here, and another one from KL, heh. sounds fun eh… most of the time we are slacking around, but drinking games are really the best games i guess, first night with WATER, then second night with alcohol, while third night is new year, so yeah, just beer. i think that’s my first hangover heh. feel really lousy on the day after that, luckily its time to go…

  chalet… oh well, there’s my ex and her “new” boyfriend, not knowing how long she’s with him though, probably a month or so i guess, looking at the boyfriend being pulled around for a brief moment, i somehow kind of looked at myself then, but now with a different PoV, memories? doubt will ever be dug up again, keeping her 2 bottles worth of her “love” then really sounds meaningless, however still in my room, just kept in a drawer.. there’s still her err .. something bozu.. that keeps off the rain, no matter how much my dad destroyed it it’s still there. what i truely hope for her, would be that she will be more patient and less snappy, and stop throwing tantrums… i don’t know, feeling concerned and all, but no longer harboring any feelings. just concerned like for a friend? obviously i still kept the broken necklace she broke, i remembered my heart cried that night and it went more or less dead, towards her… that’s why i feel very upset, have i hurt her? to destroy something worth of such a value… but well, too bad then, whatever’s over is over. i promised myself to forget about her and move on, i can’t believe i actually did lol.. i think?

  next i realised that i like hugs :/, after reading lots of blogs.. hugs are like.. warmth… i miss them… alot heh.. sigh.. aircon blowing hard >.>; 25 deg and i can’t be bothered to actually switch it down…

  - weiloong

  081001 (just some notes i’m jotting down)

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    1:36 pm on January 3, 2007 Permalink

    keeping things on hold is easier said than done though. i mean you’ve been through it before. it’s far easier to just go after her and if she says no, move on or something. at least you won’t have to think agonisingly over the what-ifs.

    but then again, don’t take my words for it. i’m no better. heh.

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    12:07 pm on January 3, 2007 Permalink

    don’t know leh. abit bored of whatever i should do. relationships is becoming a tiring thing after a while… probably decide to keep things on hold till my life settles down again..

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    10:10 am on January 3, 2007 Permalink

    i like hugs too.

    anyway, just go after lor. if she rejects you, then so be it. if not, what have you lost and what have you gained?

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  weiloong 9:35 pm on January 2, 2007 Permalink | Reply  

  Okay. Summing up the last year… (actually more on the last few days of the year too) 

  Okay. my mood now is in kind of a jumbled up feeling, thus this post, i don’t know how long it will be and how short it may seem to be to describe a “whole” year kind of thing.

  Regarding ramblings, i guess i have nothing much to grumble and ramble about, since there’s nothing much i really looked forward to in this whole year, other than moving on, and trying to forget some times that has passed. It may seem to come back again, but well, what’s over is over, and i’ll not step backwards, unless there’s an absolute necessary.

  About “Her”, i don’t know how many hers’ am i looking at, or talking about. I realised that i have moved on, but more like crushing on another, and another… what am i thinking :/, but guess ’07 will be a new start, so yeah. oh, looks like a previous of the “her” found another mate, hope the mate will treausure her more than what i did, and that she has a little more tolerance probably…

  thoughts and personal spaces! ok. nothing

  WoW. err. with the insane amount of lag i can’t do anything, so ya. screw it. i paid for the dumb wow subscription and forget to cancel it. starhub jiayou >_>;

   
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  weiloong 12:20 am on August 16, 2006 Permalink  

  Music on Shuffle :3 

  1. Put your music player on shuffle.
  2. Press forward for each question.
  3. Use the song title as the answer to the question even if it doesn’t make sense. NO CHEATING!
  4. Tag 10 people to play this game too.
  5. Bold the questions and with the answers, give your own comments on how it relates to the questions.

  Okay, a note, most of my songs on the playlist is chinese pop, so yeah, enjoy as you read it.. lolz
  How are you feeling today?
  I.O.I.O . by S.H.E

  want someone to love me? hmm.. think so. hahs, who doesn’t =)

  Will you get far in life?
  ????? by ???

  munch. yummy? errr… chocolate.. happiness, short lived… eh? bitter taste goes on forever.. >_>

  How do your friends see you?
  ????? by ???

  err.. as in im the rice or the mouse. lol

  Will you get married?
  ?????? by S.H.E

  i’m not so easy going in these kind of matters, i guess… but its cool man! if one is happy, go ahead! omg?

  What is your best friend’s theme song?
  Sakurairo no Kisetsu by yozuca*

  really? i’ll call her later to ask her.. hahas…

  What is the story of your life?
  ???? by F.I.R

  WTF? thousand years of love? contradiction >_>;

  What was high school like?
  Revolution by F.I.R

  hmm.. guess it really changed me.. haha.. without the bunch of peeps i know, i won’t be myself today.

  How can you get ahead in life?
  ?????? by ???

  err.. huh?

  What is the best thing about your friends?
  Nothing Ever Changes by S.H.E

  lol… sometimes how i wish they change, and yet, for some i feel that they shouldn’t have changed… at all

  What is in store for this weekend?
  Watch me shine by S.H.E

  Am I even going out on this weekend?

  What song describes you?
  ??? by ???

  really? no lah XD!! doh. i i were, i won’t need to be so vexed.

  To describe your grandparents?
  ???? by Xiao S and ???

  lol?

  How is your life going?
  ?? by ???

  pretending? oh. pretending to be studying but playing WoW?

  What song will they play at your funeral?
  DOUBLE by BOA(??)

  hype sia. but why DOUBLE?

  How does the world see you?
  ??? by S.H.E

  marksman..eh?

  Will you have a happy life?
  ?? by ???

  sky.. varies. my life, varies.. then

  What do your friends really think of you?
  ?? by ???

  when i.. what?

  Do people secretly lust after you?
  ???? by F.I.R

  omg. lust and no love?.. no wonder a thousand years of “love”

  How can I make myself happy?
  ???? by S.H.E

  tropical forest. huh?

  What should you do with your life?
  ?? by F.I.R

  wow. be one of those… no wonder my life’s happiness is shortlived.

  Will you ever have children?
  Love Love Love by F.I.R

  what does that mean man. heh

  Okay… that’s all >_>;;